IN HER STILETTOS

Till Death Do Us Part !! :*

2012-01-26T10:46:00.000-08:00

Dearly Beloved !!
We are gathered here today to celebrate the holy relation that God chose to bestow this lady (the blogger woman ) with.
Shes ever so grateful to the Lord for giving her this opportunity to learn, grow, love and be loved.
In her own words, the thing that she has in her heart, shecomes up with; so be patient and bear :

Anything I say w.r.t. you all here is just the 10% of thetip of iceberg.

Person No. 1:

You bought me into this world :)

You raised me into what I am today, bearing all the tantrums:P

I see my lifeunimportant without your presence in it: nurturing my dreams, holding my handdown the path to those aspirations and helping me getting up as and when Itumbled. :)

You were and are the best at the things you do, I probablyam the luckiest to be a part of the legacy; your legacy which consists ofvalues morals, love, affection,understanding, and bounty full oflaughter and happiness :D

All this that I have in my heart grows each day with respectand awe that you instill.

I love you.

Person No. 2:

You shared my world :D

Made it more colorful and meaningful

You have your own ways to go about stuff. A funny knack toeverything; always by my side advising and poking fun at the same time :P

You taught me to be just like you, each moment I saw an idolin you :D

Wanted to learn the way you walked , talked , danced, sang,looked, studied etc etc

Everything about you is breath takingly awesome

And no one could have filled the spot like you did :)

You wre a younger and hep version of person no 1 :)

You rock !!

Person No. 3:

You made my world go “awww” :P

I Love you , I Love you and I Love is all that I have to sayto you.

Always be the angel that you are.

Be as pretty , be as cute , be as adorable , be ascuddlesome, be as lovable

Oh Baby and I Love you so much and will always do :*

I hope you love me back in return too :P

Muah :*

Person No 4:

You made my world stable-er :)

You gave me the shoulder to hang on and be sad and saysomething outrageously funny so I was laughing all the time.

You completed the spot of the friend that I was missingsince long I think :D

You are awesome and pretty and crazy and cute and dramaticand sensible and foolish and just perfect :)

You taught me to be calm and patient and helped me inbelieving myself and my potentials :)

Your ever so supporting hand was always pushing me forward(I have roots you see :P)

Your hug always made stuff better :)

Thank you *bear hug

Person No. 5:

You make my world guffaw :P

You are like a kid sibling to me :D

The silly one, the crazy one , the shy one , the maniacalone :D

I Love you baby :D

Just stay the wonderful way that you are, don’t change ever:\

Realize your inner and outer beauty and how everything aboutyou and your talents is pristine :)

Don’t get me wrong okay I am just a bit lazy that’s it.

*wink wink *whistlewhistle ;) :D

A Rose by a different name

2012-01-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

This should have been up yesterday but just because I wantedto start it with a famous dialogue from Romeo and Juliet I couldn’t.

I was instantly drawn by the couple of lines that mademe download the entire play to find out what really happened there. (Yeah ,yeah that’s my focus I know :P)

But guess what ! I think I shall never be able to find out.

There is too much pain in that story for me to handle :( ( Translation : I didn’t get a word they ever spoke )

So coming back to the line, as said by Juliet :

What's in a name? That which we call a rose.By any other name would smell as sweet."

And now having quoted the line, I find that its quite oppositeto my actual intention behind this post.

So, umm now umm (hehe) you know exactly what NOT to expectfrom this. :S :D

You see guys Juliet had a sexy name and Romeo well, he wasnamed after Romeam guessing. So maybe the dude was depressed about the fact I mean imaginesomebody being called Delhisia :S :P Hence, she ends up saying that what’s in a name, a namedoesn’t define a person or his/her characteristic (smell ? :P)

(For ehem the actual thing about what happened REALLY read RnJ (come on people Romeo and Juliet)anyway continuing….)

Abso-cutely wrong honey!!

Name is your identity, who you are, how you behave (in mostof the conditions :P) et all

I mean tell that Juliet girl, my sister is like numb withthe nose so for people like her names everything :P

I mean imagine being called by our parents in a manner somethinglike:

“Let us assume our son to be x and then solve the problem”

So they are crucial.

We need to have names people. :D

But this isn’t just about names; it’s about respecting themtoo.

Just like the many gifts our families confer upon us (nomatter whether we deserved them or not :D) this is a vital one too.

“Somebody’s name is the sweetest sound to him in hislanguage”

(No, I didn’t make that up :O I don’t happen toremember the exact line :( :D )

Well sometimes we do get ill fit clothes (and names) forgifts don’t we :D But no matter what, we tend to fall in loveunconditionally with them, until some idiot comes along one fine day says something like:

“Erm okay that’s your name? o.0”

Gah!!!

People with uncommon names get that all the time :O

Trust me I experience it every now and then but I love myname.

Kanupriya.

Its unique.

That’s the specialty about such names I mean you don’t getprototyped by them :D You get firsthand experience to typical-ise them :P

People with names like mine either have parents and familythinking all their lifetime before actually naming or have peculiar tales like I got :D

Once upon a time, a gazillion years ago, there were threecousins playing together (Translation: 2 guys pulling a girl's ponytails)

One odd moment, anelder sister entered the room and yelled “These kids look just apt for being called

Anu, Manu and Kanu” and ran outside before the kids could react (:P)

The girl got her name as Kanu and then there was no turningback.

When she grew up to be a beautiful and extraordinary lady,her parents decided that it was time for…

…

Kindergarten :P

Now as extraordinary as Kanu was she was equally stubborn(or you can say dumb :P)

She wont take to mind her new name Kavita (or something likethat) (maybe she didn’t like the sound of it and how it NOT suited herpersonality)

So the extraordinary Kanu created a problem for her superawesome mom who was apparently shrewd too :| :O :P

She manipulated the name to Kanupriya so that the youngextraordinary ( bahut zyada ho raha hai ni :P) Kanu might not mess it upcompletely

Now during the interview when (only after being promised apencil in return) she was asked “Beta whatsyour name ?”

She went batting her humungous eyelashes (and am guessingdrooling too) “Tanu”

They kinda considered it keeping her striking beauty in mind:P

11 years later on a birthday , the same elder sister who hadgiven her small sister a unique name googled what actually Kanupriya meant :D

What she found was totally whacky :| :P

Kanupriya = Radhika = A synonym of Parvati ji :O

It was some lol moment so they laughed happily ever after :P :)

The End

Adios Amigo

2011-12-31T01:29:00.000-08:00

Dear 2011,

   By the time you get this , I will be long gone.
   We, will be long gone.
   When you began, I hadn't even imagined in my dreams what you would bring and take with you.
   But you know as said by Miss Universe 2011, 2010,2009,8,7, 6...1990 :D
   "When I look back, I don't have any regrets in my life.

Because my mistakes and anything unfortunate has always taught me many things....

         and yeah world peace V "
         :D
   Well said seriously, though mugged up but still sense-ful :D
   The hard times mold who we are and what we become :)
   So I am kinda glad that hardships came my way this year ,teaching and taking me a couple of steps
   forward into becoming what I will be in the future to come.
   Thank you 2011 for the tears that you gave me, for the sneezing I did out of irritation :P , for giving me
   opportunities to shout and even to bottle up my anger ( for later use ;P ) for failing me , for stopping me ,
   for putting hurdles in my path so that I may learn jumping above them.
Thank you 2011 for giving me the laughs that gave me cramps, for giving me joys inexpressible,for giving
me carefree times, for all the drunken sort of singing and dancing and partying and any fun time that I
shared with my friends and family. You made me meet incredible people, gave me a million dreams and
guided me like a beacon :)
Thanks for taking care of the health of family friends and foes :P :)
(I sound like I am getting an oscar and thanking my family and my dog :S :D)
Exactly, all I can do is thank :D
My dearest of years, this maybe the last time when we are enjoying a new year maybe :D
Well nobody wants that so tell your brother 2013 to expect us around soon for the world is going
   nowhere no matter what actually the "apocalypse" may turn out to be :)
Anyway the last sun of 2011 has set , it gave in the last warmth it could in our lives.

   Dedicating to the year that went : Butterfly Fly Away - Miley Cyrus :)

                                                                                                               Love ... :)

ChAnGe Is A sYnOnYm Of LiFe

2011-12-29T00:56:00.000-08:00

"Bam! And it did hit hard.

A slap in the face and that iswhat life had suddenly given me.

Caught unaware all I could do was wipe moist eyes insteadof defending that slap.

Life, all my life had been pretty simple and easy to handleand till now I thought that is what life will always be like-A walk down themarigold field on a sunny day with a few pebbles smarting now and then, butnothing huge.

That is what I perceived that life would always be like-calm,cool and flowing silently.

But then, it was there, out of the blue, wait not just blueit was the entire rainbow out of which stuff was shooting out at ratesunbelievable. And I saw myself in a pitiable state not being able to handle it.

I mean how foolish could I be of not expecting a change from the way the lifehas been. I pose to read and know stuff then why on earth did this happen?

Inever learned the implementation maybe, of all the wisdom that I was so sure ofhaving. I was no longer this smart understanding and flexible individual. I wasstuck like a sponge to the base of the ocean while all the fish swam past me,until one day the current of the wave was strong enough to uproot me."

That was a dramatic diary note for the day I found out thatI was changing origins, moving out of that home, city, culture where I grew up.

Mum and dad were changing jobs hence cities.

But most importantly it meant that I was not going to beHOME for a long time now until we return back.

It was like I wasbeing parted from a sibling indefinitely, for according to me we were fivepeople living, mum, dad, me, didi and the house.

I had read all about change and how people were resistant toit.

Somehow I was of the feeling that since I am kind of suppleI wont be amongst those losers.

I had never known that when “change” sets in, everything,almost everything related to you modifies to adjust to it.

There is nothing like a small change, changes are alwaysHUGE.

Had I known then, it would have been helpful

For days I was upset about the whole scene.

Memories from childhood flashed, every happy and sad momentflew past me saying good bye.

I was half hoping that mum dad return from the job soon notliking or settling at that place.

I resisted it in everyway possible.

But the change is this invincible warrior. No matter whatyou do, it is he who wins always.

The reason I or anybody opposes to a modification in ourlives is the simple fact that we are all insecure beings.

We are all scared of the unknown for e.g. death.

We fear, we dread; in trepidation, in terror, in horrorbecause we don’t know what happens next , we cant predict , we cant planaccording to our requirements.

Nothing remains in control.

And that is actually the truth

Nothing in life is ever in our control. But monotony, a setpattern gives us a fake feeling that we are the masters of our lives anddestinies.

So when a change bangs itself right into us, its hated, likeanything.

Its what reminds us that our lives are made up of noncalculative stuff.

A change shows us whose not the master :D

Its difficult to say, its difficult to accept that resistingwont help us out at all. Sometimes playing dumb and playing along is the bestsolution possible.

I mean comprehending, rationalizing, thinking why the changeoccurred would not help in anyway.

Also finding a way to undo it is futile.

So put your brains aside and welcome it with open arms.

The only of dealing with it.

Cause this is what life is, like a sea at storm

The tides and their strengths cannot be predicted.

You just have to wait, watch, be strong/dumb not to resistit and hence waste energy.

But use it in defending and protecting yourself.

Now I am packing bags again for a new pin code. :)

MENu Of My Life

2011-12-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

Life is what happens when you are busy making plans

True to the core ; it points out how lame an attempt, planning is,no matter how reassuring the process maybe.

I mean things hardly turn out the way you wanted them to be.

And not just "things" , people are gutsy enough to evenplan other "people".

Aren't we all gawked upon when somebody asks "what kindaperson would you fall for" and we say " thought not yet"

Now such a statement maybe either due to the fact that weseriously believe planning never did any good, it just fills up with guilt or theymay be secretly fantasizing :P

So trying to shut some mouths which literally or mentally falldown on a statement like "thought not yet"

I planned the person who will probably see me off to my death bed:P

I didn't come up with everything. Omitted the dull andmonotonous "loving and caring and honest (and imaginary :P)"

These are the highlights to the future "MENu of my life"

(not in some order of significance or importance)

1. Erm be an engineer.

Since I am one (psuedo hi sahi :P) I would be able to relate to you more and vice versa :D

I mean that explains most of my weird mental state. Floating in the same boat kinds. But dont
be like the"best" at it (if you get what I am saying :P) Cause then it would be like me in
some lifeboat and you in a Titanic. Anyway whats the use even the Titanic sunk :P

2. Theres a difference between symmetry and similarity

And I want symmetry not similarity :D To put in simple terms
just be the complete opposite.

else there are enough mirrors in this world B)

Though friction is important but it shouldn't impede motion too.

Umm just the right quantity would work I guess

3. Have a voice like Farhan Akhtars.

The husky, super duper uber sexy *drools* voice box. Period.

Want it. Period.

4. Wit

Have it and bearit cause I have it.

Please don't don't don't (stress is on don't and not please, pay attention) be dead with the

brain + humor section.

But don't be judgemental or self obsessed if you don't wish to die an early death.

5. The blog says who I am , and it says right on the cover, STILETTOS.

I am obsessed with high heels. They are sharp and sleek and suave and I like them.

Now by simple cause-effect analysis, you have to be tall.

Tall by normal standards , tall by Indian standards , tall by my standards.

Will help you show off the fact that you got a spine (if not the real one i mean)

6. Craziness is most welcome but not crassness.

Be out of the box be out of your mind, be out of the world , be out of the universe , be out of
anyplace you want to be BUT with erudition.

7. My family would love you if you had ancestor any where close to Haryana.

A little bit of uncalled pride, zaniness won't hurt :D The spirit of turning almost everything
and anything into a living adventure is just too exciting to ignore

8. There are certain dreams that I want to visualize, travelling

the world is one such prominent one. So just for the record
am going to visit the world, you coming

or not wont stop me I think :P

9. Mothernature loves curves else earth would have been flat.

Get the hint dumdum.

There is no ten , because nothing in life is perfect, not you not me so thats about it I guess.

P.S. I Love You :P

ALL THE SINGLE LADIES :)

2011-12-22T05:26:00.000-08:00

( You have to be seriously a zombie if you have heard and watched the song and not done that again drooling all the while :P )

"Erm, What ?? In an all girls ?"
"Mhmm" *bored tone
"Those things really exist do they?"
"Mhmm" *bored tone
"All girls ? Like no boys in an engineering college?"
"Mhmm" *bored tone
"Boy ! I feel sorry for you :D"
"Mh..What? Why sorry ?" :D
"Only if you are I mean. Are you?"

Was I?
*Long pause (:P)
A really long one for that matter.
Was I sorry that I was at a place where half the world couldn't even reach without getting lost a zillion times?
Was I sorry that my life was missing almost an entire dimension according to some people?
Was I sorry that I was living in an inaccessible Fort Knox?
W..a..s..I !!
And then I started imagining how would life have been had I not showed up at this place ?
Yes that thought had crossed my mind not for the first time.
Earlier when that question used to pop up, synonyms of stringent, cruel (:P) girls, freedom etc zoomed into my head left right center.
But this time I was dealing with it in a whole new way.
It took me three years to realize the importance of this place !

So Was I? No I wasn't.

For some people I maybe be delusional , maybe living in falsehoods. mirages, far from reality,pleasing my own self, yada yada yada
But they got to think it this way.
We, the "single ladies" (don't get literal people :P) found something a lot of us were missing. Some found who they really were , some found what they really wanted to be, but most of us found each other :)

I would just say :

Some bonds are not meant to bind us :)

Some bonds of affection , some bonds of love :)

Some bonds of silly-ness bestowed from above :P

Some bonds of crazy tempramental shit :\

Some bonds with fire a-lit :O

Some bonds that were skewed x(

Some bonds that had definitions renewed :)

Some bonds which held us together :D

Some bonds that will be there forever :)

Because :

Some bonds are not meant to bind us :)

Sim-Ester Tie-aim

2011-12-12T04:10:00.000-08:00

Well if you just had difficulty reading what the title says then you should join the club my examiners would be in.
Urgh its the most dreaded time of the year in any individual's life closely related with words like "college" , "attendence short", " that @$#%$% Proff" , "sleep" and alike
Its semester time.The finals are here.
Woah!
Dont you dare "final" me :\
I havent even started and your wrapping it up hunh? Talk about being late i guess :(

A lot of us including me are of the belief that the only war you gotta wage and win is till the preparations done ( Yeah right ! There is actually a state when you have ACTUALLY finished your studies ) or the times up.
That's it buddy that's all that you could have done, so get off your bum and drag yourself to the that demented hell -~~hole~~ HALL

Those THREE hours are the real battle guys.
THREE H...O...u...r...s...zZz...
You are a winner already if you appear in the same sane state you entered it.But its not.
Everything changes in those three hours. You are no more your usual class bunking self !! You actually regret having done it all :| You are really moving out with a set back. :| :\ :|
Dazed look ,one question

What the hell just happened ?? o.0

But what did actually happen in there?
Let us analyse *adjusts specs (yes these are the effects my friend , I had an exam in the morning. )

Hour One :
Bang !! Your invigilator cruelly slams the , I am sorry for the disrespect I meant THE QUESTION PAPER.
You know its like hitting the bomb at the enemy real hard. I mean its a bomb it still would explode without any extra efforts.
Hour one is when you are dramatic.There are high hormone levels mostly helping you being melancholy or in the rarest of the few chances going yaba-daba-doooooooooo. :P
There is pain and regret and cursing and blessing and shit you even gotta answer it no matter how much you know.

Hour Two :

Dayyam !! That's where the hour two begins. You start scribbling, writing.

Soon either you realize that nothing on earth can help you out or you just decide being the rabbit in rabbit-tortoise race

And that's where most of bored of answering the very first question decide to take a nap :D

Hour Three :
Fuck !! You slept in the middle of an exam :O Got 40 minutes and a lifetime of questions?
You scratch and write and scribble and draw and erase and don't erase cause there's hardly anytime to do that and then again you scratch and scratching is all that you are able to do.
15 minutes..10 mintues..5 minutes..2 please please just let me get five more minutes please please please
TIMES UP!!
Oh Thank Gawd ! Not my fault folks the paper was lengthy.

Main kahan hun ?? *hindi movie amnesia

2011-12-11T01:31:00.001-08:00

A blank sheet drives me crazy :|
Its like dirt and Monica ( if you don't know what I am saying just get lost and come back when your much more fun !! )

So where was I , yeah the blank sheet !! I mean I know its kinda an obsession but I cant help it :D
White plane paper drives me insane :D
So basically am here just to un-white some sheets at bloggers spot and sometimes pour out obscenities for ahem "specific" people :P

Please keep you criticism in some other room while reading my stuff, because I may start somewhere and end somewhere. Thoughts may not be focused but are definitely not gibberish :)

I was here a while ago but things didn't work out between us (me + blog :) )
We were on a break for the better :P *angrezi movie dramatic
Am trying to work things out again
Wish us luck
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